Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Yo to the Pirates and the Pixies
Current mood: artistic
Category: Art and Photography
Hi guys. It’s rad good weather theses days. Go out and jump into a pile of fall leaves and be cold there. Scream and sing. Kiss your friends on the lips all the time. Make alot of weird new idiotic art tonight. Throw your TV out of a 3rd story window. Hug a policeman. Take a picture of all of your friends eyes up close. Yesterday was the worst day of my life. I owe my Mom big time forever and I love and adore her and she is my heroine. I feel like sneezing is a good thing. I think I am in love with love. I drive so early and the colours of this fall are KILLING me and then I think, “wow, this is just the beginning. I am in love with everyone.” I can tell, because the feeling in the air isn’t tinged with sadness. There have been times in my life when I was even particularly Falling In LOVE (hell) with one person, and so stoked and everything, but for some ODD reason I couldn’t quite put my finger on, there seemed to be deep sadness running underneath it all. I would just swush it away and think, “no way, this’ll NEVER turn sad.” But then later, with sad sad psychotic exboyfriends whom buckle under the pressure of simple social standards, the sadness from before made perfect sense. I guess I took on their veins of insecurities and angers in myself, but now, LORDY! It’s all me. I done worked a long time to get this all to myself, and to know, it’s all happy, because I am happy. Even if I have had a really hard year, true, still I, ADRIENNE LEAH, DO NOT HAVE A DEEP RUNNING SORROW OR BROKEN HATRED IN ME. I believe in magic. Really I do. I believe in sweet hearts. Really I do. I believe in LOVE and all things musical. I believe I can do anything I want. In fact, I KNOW I Can Do Anything I Want. So I am simply left with, What Do I Want? I am simply left with my own joy and my own happy love of people, and MY OWN pains in the asses when those come. But they are NEVER tinged with Sorrow like that. They never were growing up either. I’ve just had a bad run of luck with some seriously mentally DISTURBED men, who were total pessimists. My least fave thing ITW.
Oh, to the possibilities of how we can make the world better and better and better and better. I mean, funner and funner and funner.(in the true ways)"and I was so much older then, I'm younger than that now." True that. TRRRUUUEE dat.
Currently listening :
Still Lookin' Good to Me
By Band of Blacky Ranchette
Release date: By 07 October, 2003
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